if it nots forever.its just tonite

woke up to the voice of my lesbian cousins wigger probation officer
got to eat tropical smoothie=)

tyler and me slipped and busted our asses on ice.
a yorkshire terrior pissed on my lap
drived around..smoking joints .listening to slightly stoopid.
tyler is a amazing friend.she really is
i probably have the most fun with her.


me and my mom are sleeping over her friends house.
i have a joint in my pocket and some matches.
im going to be sneaky sneaky
;)


.sleep never came so easy,
goodnight,

When we sat outside for an hour at the party and talked
I thought something good could be starting
It's not a lot that I want
just some talking
and really, you just injured my pride

• A. You're gay
• B. You've got a girlfriend
• C. You kinda thought I came on too strong or
• D. I just wasn't your thing
• no ring

Susan said that maybe you're scared
Shelly says there always is a reason
and Chris said you're probably surrounded by girls
and I'm just not one of them you're needing

oh dip wknd trip.

last night was great

drove about 4 of the hrs to va
double teamed a screaming match against old people with my mom

hungout with old friends

smoked.
saw the cutest french bulldog ever.


simple night yet awesome.



i still hate waiting.

We are not the same, I am a martian

i find myself on mars lately more than i should probably be vacationin

my brother just put his bare ass on top of my foot

i cant stop laughing

im listening to the sleeping.

they remind me of justin for some reason.

i dunno...reminds me,he has my brandnew cd >_<

apologies are being excepted.

my moms drunkiez with my aunt

its lol enriched.

i miss tom! that fag.

i need female friends that are as idiotic and spontaneous as meh.

i need a ipod fuck.

i hate spanish boys.

ima h34rtbr34k3r

fuck i love chicken

i like being smothered.

never happenz this way.

i really do love lucy

rufio is good when your high.

anchorsssss aweigggggggggggggggggggh!

shortbreaths

if i break down all that i am
what its worth to walk
if i turn around what matters most in time
to talk to remind
all in time will be
later on we can try
thats how the days go
but you were always the one to stay the same
and i know i dont deserve this..
i know we can fall in there
then unfall again
my legs feel like rubber
feeling romance,playing the fool
you werent alone.
these shadows are taking care of us
drinking myself silly night after night.
wanting some claim on your heart
its on the tip of my tongue and itll never go away
this dream is just begging to end




im going to virginia beach tomorrow.

love taught me to lie

ive made some mistakes recently.

prob the most in the last few months than ever in my life.

for those of you who look past the coating and tried to see me for the person i truly am,thank you.

thank you for standing by me,and letting me care about you with whats left.

my heart is happy..

dallas green has the most amazing voice i swear.

its my mommys birthday,shes amazing.

I'd squeeze a heart through my fingertip, but I type too slow to make expressions stick.

everything is falling into place.

im beginning to know what i want

to know what is right for me.

ill wait forever if i had to.