okay,i felt the urge to start blogging again..or maybeee i just got exposed to someone else's and it reminded me of what a outlet this blogspot shit can be.
hmm where am i at life.
- back living in north new jersey.
- no job. no school.just living
- ..not even socializing much,no effort in making new friends..for what?
- single..kinda
oh man..2009,this is looking good
the suns never seemed so bright.
..i feel like with every new year comes new beginnings,im not quite sure why i had to wait for it to be technically 2009 to feel like i was able to start fresh.ive just been hanging in the city as often as i can wether by myself or with worthy friends..and boy is new york city beautiful in the winter..
i started this year with no negativity,no skanky gross friends who use people,no scummy guys.
hopefully this is my year.a good year,where i have no boys bashing my car windows,where im not miserable at school,where bestfriends dont stab me in the back...yehhh this year will be amazing.
lol im trying to be a visionary here....
and finally my guy situation is rather well
just...confusing.
i dont know how i should feel,what i should think,what i should want.
its always easier to have a guard up.
its always easier as "just friends".
oh and i miss my bestfrand aaron cave who left me to be in the army
easy does it.
the secret about boys is that they want you to like them
they want you to like them
they want you to like them
they want you to let them
the secret about girls is they want you to like them
they want you to like them
they want you to like them
they want you
the secret about girls is they want you to like them
they want you to like them
they want you to like them
they want you to think they're cool.
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