and i thought you might still care..

when i drink 

i say things i dont wanna say

i do things i dont wanna do

i talk mean to you

but if i think

i just might get something out of this.

my parents taught me to learn when i miss

just do your best

its the only way to keep the last bit of sanity

maybe i dont have to be good

but i can try to be.

at least a little better than ive been so far

but when i drink

i hear things that arent really there

i feel things when i shouldnt really care

have fist fights with the air

but if i think about someone besides myself

i lived through the silver and the bell

with something to tell

just do your best.

its the only way to keep that last bit of sanity

maybe i dont have to be good but i can try to be

at least a little better than ive been so far.